IF I was nt talking to my frd who still uses xanga,

I won't ever remember this diary;

IF I can hv more privacy in Facebook,

I won't type or even think of using Xanga again;

IF I did not look for the subscriptions,

I won't be able to find "here & there" some tiny little bts of my frds' "non-updates";

IF I did not scroll further down,

I won't see those pics......

BUT at least after all these wat "if" or "if nt"

I still feel happy for wat I discovered

Wish from the bottom of my heart that Happiness could be with YOU ever

No matter wat happened to you before

I was silly for once or twice,

but NO MORE.....

Maybe some times I will hv the thought of being silly,

I wish I can control it

never make it happen AGAIN

THANKS & SORRY

Just got connected with few gd frds on MSN,

feel so gd,

welll...... i did put a lot of time in the past few months in another aspect,

i am that kind of person,

but i hv to admit that frd is a lifetime thing,

whie love is nt, maybe.... who knows....

after tonite's chat,

i reli hv to take it seriously,

WHERE to go?

no reply..... well....honestly i am disappointed....

On the contrary, why should i still care so much......

just viewed my frd's subs,

2 funny things,

1. i also got some weird dreams few days before, too weird, it can NEVER become true and i don't want it

2. my frd's cooking class tutor is my classmate's bf, wat a small world

Recap of last night @ All Night Long

1 Blue Hawaiian (too sweet)

1 vodka & lime (fair)

1 whiskey & coke (fair)

1 Bailey's o the rocks (Fantastic....can't remember when's the last time i drank Bailey's, haahaa)

Well.... It's so UNBELIEVABLE

I don't really expect this,

but well.... let's wait n see,

if it reli happens to be HIM,

I wanna yell "FACEBOOK, U ARE THE BEST!"

Oops..... forgive me for being so excited

歸宿

不想看到你哭 找個人傾訴 毋用隱藏無助
愛傷人的欄目 淚水的溫度刺骨 已無法復甦

是故意 是疏忽 也是對愛的一種汙辱 真心有苦 癡心有毒
該不該早一點結束

是墳墓 是歸宿 不要走到最後才清楚 為愛而哭 不是錯誤
痛的領悟 總有人不會在乎

受傷的人別哭 就聽我傾訴 你我逆地相處
太一樣的感觸 輸了就心服口服 從不會忌妒

是故意 是疏忽 也是對愛的一種汙辱 真心有苦 癡心有毒
該不該早一點結束

是墳墓 是歸宿 不要走到最後才清楚 為愛而哭 不是錯誤
痛的領悟 總有人不會在乎

是故意 是疏忽 也是對愛的一種汙辱 真心有苦 癡心有毒
該不該早一點結束

是墳墓 是歸宿 不要走到最後才清楚 為愛而哭 不是錯誤
痛的領悟 總有人不會在乎